36 weeks!

How far along? 36 weeks! HOLY COW!

Total weight gain/loss: with this halloween candy, im prob up 100lbs we will see hahah

Sleep:  still getting 45min to a hour of sleep a night

Food cravings: nothing really, im just eating everything in sight.

Best moment this week: painting my belly to look like a pumpkin :)

Movement: its gone down considerably. but she is running out of room in there alot of it when she does is very painful.

Labor Signs: 2 1/2 cm dilated & head stationed as of thursday! & as always contractions.

Gender: a daddys little girl

Stretchies: i dont even want to talk about it.

Belly Button in or out? still flat when she moves certain ways it comes out just a little but not a offically "outtie"

What I miss: nothing that i wouldn't trade for my buggy

What I am looking forward to: Her arrival anytime now!

Symptoms: everything. if it is a symptom of pregnancy i have it at this point haha

Milestones: making it another week!!

Weekly wisdom: As much as your husband thinks it funny to watch you try to get up off the couch, it isn't & gives you every excuse to slug him :)

Emotions: nervous,happy, ecstatic,PAIN

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35 week dr update!

I am 2 1/2 cm dilated! I could be 3 but her head is down so far that it has pushed my cervix back, & the dr didn't want to put me in more pain than I have been already lately. When I told him about the god awful pelvic pain that I have been  having he kinda brushed it off & then said he could still move her head from the outside, so it wasn't because she was down to far, this was before he checked me. Then  he check me & said "oh wow nevermind, her head is stationed and down so incredibly far no wonder you are in pain" then did a litterly 5 second ultrasound to see what he was moving, which was her shoulders. I was kinda sad it wasn't longer but understood. He did confirm that her head will def fit tho, so that is one obstacle we wouldn't be having. & my pushing would be limited because of how far down she is!

He is flabbergasted that my water hasn't broken, which I am not exactly sure why but ok. Have I mentioned how infuriated my dr is? Anyway, we talked of induction because of the pain, & he said he wanted to wait til I was 3 to 4 cm dilated. I was confused because I could be 3 but he didn't want to "hurt" me. But whatever, the man contradicts himself every other word I can't keep track. Anyway, Buggys heart beat was strong which is what we want, with my low fluid & cord around her neck it could cause some compression and stress on her but she is showing no effects by it. Thank goodness.

If she doesn't come in the next week or so, which he thinks she will; but hasn't he been saying this for 6 weeks now? I will def be induced before Thanksgiving, so my ladybug will be here for all of the holidays! SO EXCITING! I get to buy a my first Thanksgiving onesie! I can now officially say I am ready for her to come with all this pain. I was walking up the stairs Wednesday, well trying to walk. The stairs are very difficult for me now because of the pain. And when I got to the top I sat down to rest, & woke up more than 2 hours later?! Apparently, I passed out from the pain! NO FUN.

This past weekend we mourned the anniversary loss of baby angel #2. It was difficult, but made us so much more grateful than we already are if that is possible, for Kennedy. She is such a miracle. Hoping everyone has a awesome Halloween weekend! I shall be gaining 50 lbs worth of candy ;)

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35 weeks!!!

How far along? 35 weeks!!  one week until we are "full term" WOOHOO! I am more at ease with her coming now! I just can't believe we are this far, SO crazy!

Total weight gain/loss: im thinking 15lbs now. we will see this week!

Sleep:  sleep is for sissys ;) haha no but i don't sleep but maybe 45 mins a night.

Food cravings: I really want a HUGE box of nerds. Other than that, thats about it

Best moment this week: I went to this christmas warehouse, where they have a bunch of items for 1.49! & the baby section had infant/toddler leg warmers, leg-a-rooz, which i have been looking allll over for that weren't a arm & a leg! I was so excited, I bought all of the different patterns! :) oh & my hospital bags are finally packed!

Movement: all the time! it is actually quite painful, I believe that is from me having little to no fluid now.

Labor Signs: you know it, all the time contractions. it never ends, although it has lightened up SO much!

Gender: a mommy ladybug

Stretchies: I have now developed them on my sides, and one my lower tummy tucked underneath. they would appear this far haha

Belly Button in or out? its more flat than anything

What I miss: nothing, im really trying to soak up the last bit of the pregnancy right now. although I could without contraction,&  horrible heartburn

What I am looking forward to: Her arrival!

Symptoms: everything. if it is a symptom of pregnancy i have it at this point haha

Milestones: Making it til next week!!

Weekly wisdom: Even though milk help your stomach with the heartburn, make sure you are eating LOTS of fiber, or lots of water on top of the milk because you will pay for it. :s

Emotions: I cry all the time just thinking about her, or looking at her stuff. Or anything that mentions family,daughter,mother haha

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prayer for someone in need.

When I first started blogging one of my first followers and the first person I started following and had talk to in WTE message boards. I met Lindsay from Adventures in Baby Making. We ended up getting pregnant only a few short weeks apart, but Linsday was pregnant with TWINS! Two boys! I love her posts and how she is so honest, and her updates about the boys. She hadn't updated in about 2 weeks when I saw her pop with a post name "because it only takes a moment to change your world" I thought for sure she had gone into early labor and  her boys. But as I read I was devastated by what I was reading.

Lindsay was going to get some long sleeved maternity shirts & head home. As she was doing so, she was in an car accident. A ambulance has t-boned her on driver side of her car. She had broken left collar bone, left shoulder, several ribs on the left side, several cracked vertebra, tail bone, and pelvic bone (into three pieces), along with some bleeding in on her brain.


She gave birth to her boys prematurely at 33w4d. Lane went to the NICU but is in generally ok condition. Lucas on the other hand didn't make it. He was down very low in her pelvis and was crushed. You can read her story HERE and hopefully leave her a message.


I know you some are thinking well I dont know her, but everyone sometime just needs prayer. So, I am asking if you are reading this to say a prayer her Lindsay, her Husband & Lane. I can not even imagine the heart-ache they are going through.


I am holding my belly a little tighter tonight.
  

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HELP: needing your imput and a dr appt update!

I am doing this on my blackberry so bare with me if I mess something up, or it looks funny!
1st:
Need your ladies opninon on sleeping arrangements. What do you think it better co-sleeper vs. Play yard with bassinett on top vs. Normal bassinett vs. Moses basket
Also which is better to have upstairs and downstairs?!! HELP! ‪ ‬ ‪

On to my appt today!
I am offically 1 cm dilated!! I got another steriod shot, which puts me at so much ease in case we don't make it these next few weeks til 36 weeks. I will be more "ok" with her coming. Also, her cord is around her neck which they failed to tell me when I got my results from my bio-physical. But he only sees it as a problem during labor when pushing. He said it happens to 15% of his deliveries and hasn't had a problem and the baby is always a-ok. Speaking of labor he did say that I should have a pretty painless and easy delivery with how low she is! Waaa-whoo! So depending on how far I'm dilated when its go time, I may go natural!

I'm still measuring small and I am "all baby not fluid" which is explains why I feel so much smaller. It also makes me nervous because I'm afraid I won't no when my water actually breaks since I've benn "leaking". Uggh. I guess I will just "know" like they say, but it still makes my head reel! I got my beta strep 3 weeks early, and should have the results I'm guessing by early next week. I have had some bleeding (which is cause by my cervix changing) and if it continues after today (I will probally bleed in a little which from him checking) and decrease in movement I go in next week, if not I wait another week! So, there's your update :)

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Monitors!

Ok, Sorry for the over load of posts but my internet is in its tip-top con-dish so im using this time to blog it up!
Alot of my bloggie-pregnant friends haven't had their shower yet! So, I wanted to do kinda a rave/review on the monitor I got from my Mom for all of you that have yet to register or are looking for one on-line yourself! I have my 16 month old niece is in my care right now, because she is awful sick and her mother; well we wont go there. Anyway, she got to brake in buggy's room last night & I got to use my new monitor and had to tell ya'll about it!

First I must say, I was ify on the monitor when my mom first got it from me. I wanted one of those you know 300 dollar video ones. Which would be obv ideal, I have read alot of reviews & some of my mommy friends did not have such nice things to say about them, unless they were the ones that were like 500!

Not only can you turn on the night-light (which is so soothly, and it isn't to bright or too dull) from your side of the monitor and control the sounds (you get to pick between ocean sounds, & lullaby music) But, I litterly could hear her breath and every move she made when the receiving end was up on the dresser. Oh & when she cries it doesn't have the alarming "something must be horribly wrong" red lights! It has bright green ones that go up and down according to the volume of the cry, which I find less heart-attacky! :) What monitor you ask? It's the Fisher Price Remote Control Musical Audio Monitor N9147!

So, if you are looking for a not overly expensive, GOOD monitor check this one out!

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33 weeks-ish!

How Far Along: 33-34 weeks!!

How Big is The Baby: as of 2 weeks, 3lbs 5oz! According to the bump she is as big as a HONEYDEW!!

Total Weight Gain: 11lbs! although I think I have gained more this past week, even though I have been getting sick every morning. Yeah as if 5 and a half months of it in the beginning wasnt enough, lets add it to the end haha

Maternity Clothes: I really need to cave and get a pair of jeans, but I didn't want to spend a arm & a leg with my pre-term labor and only wear them once. I went to a second hand shop and the one pair that was my size, was PETITE. I was too tall :( so Ive been sticking to my velor sweat pants! :)

Sleep: Sleep? who sleeps? not this girl.

GENDER: a daddy's princess! :)

Movement: OMG, for you ladies that are just now feeling movement, or have been for a little while now! You are going to FLIP when you get this far. I see elbows & feet and all sorts of contortions! It is SO COOL! & super creepy some times haha

Food Cravings: nothing really, I could go for some papa johns pizza right now tho.

What I Miss: Well, I would not change a thing for this. But a day with out pre-term labor/contraction would be great. Just one. 

What I'm looking forward to: Meeting my ladybug!

Milestones: Does bloodyshow count for a milestone I didn't want to come?

Symptoms: Heartburn, Colostrum, Leg Cramps, Constipation, Contractions
-speaking of this thought I would share that I was doing a photo session a few weeks ago, with a little baby and the family. A breeze came about & was confused by my chest feeling wet. I look down & I have leaked alllll the way thru my bra,under tank, & shirt. hahahaha

xoxo, Tara

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nursery update!

here are some updated pictures! :) there is alot of "decor" stuff & knick knacks to put up still! But people have been asking so here we go!

Here bedding I got for a MAJOR steal. First off may I just say how flipping hard it is to find purple bedding that doesn't have a cartoon on it?? Anyway, 65% off of this set from Target, it is from the Dwell Studio & still on sale ladies! I need to get the changing table cover!

I plan on putting a canopy over her crib, as well as her chandler my DH has yet to put up! & then her three pictures will go above the crib as well.

Ugly black lamp, is still in there from painting!

So, Im a person that loves to re-juv furniture ect to save money. & my mom got this recliner that rocks for...FREE! it is brand new, BUT UGLY green. I wanted a chair with the texture of the blanket on it but I was having a really hard time finding one for uh less than a thousand. SO, I had this blanket but it had ripped, and it just so happened to be big enough to fit the chair. Right now its just stuffed and tucked into it, but I will be upholstering it on the chair when I get enough energy to do so! :)

I have to get the other two storage containers for her changing table. I wasn't sure on what bedding I was going to choose and Target has these SUPER cute ones with like a flower and hippo and what not, so I left two open until I figure it out! The thing on top is my super awesome diaper cake I got from my babyshower that is too cute to undo yet!

So Im thinking about doing either one or both with this one.

What do you think? Well hopefully you all enjoyed peakin into our little buggys room! :)

xoxo,Tara

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ohhhh goodness.

Lets catch you guys up, not last Sunday but the Sunday before, Brandon left to go fishing and litterly 20 minutes later I was having all this pressure and just needed to push, a lot of pressure. So we went to L&D, like the dr said to. They go to check my cervix, she pulls out her hand and it is covered in blood. My automatic thought, from everything I have known with my miscarriages, is something horrible and my baby is dying. I FREAK! and she asked if I have had my bloddy show yet, I reply no, & she tells me well now you have. My cervix is dilated a fingertip (1 cm) but which I didn't know there is two layers to a cervix and the part that is dilated in just the outter, & not the inner. But she said once that happens it pretty much the beginning of it dilating completely. When i was hooked up to be monitors, the nurse kept coming in & asking me about my contractions & I said I had only had one since I was there, & she looked at me funny and said I had been contracting the whole time (apparently I have become so used to it I dont notice the real little ones after four FLIPPIN weeks) anyway, I got a shot of breathane to stop the contractions and was monitored for a few hours.

I had an appt on Thursday, Dr said if he knew I was going to come in this week he would have told me not to because he didn't want to check me again because I was checked Sunday & checking again so close would stir up the membranes putting me into full-blown labor. SO, I go in next week, he wants to do my beta strep now instead of 36 weeks since delivery will be before then, but at this point I don't even feel like it going to happen anymore, & I just want her to come. I know selfish, as she deserves to go full-term but I am so EXHAUSTED. The constant contractions leave me so worn out, & in so much pain. The only thing that relives the pain is walking, which makes me have more contractions. I can never win. I have not complained my whole pregnancy, but now I'm freakin complaining. This is my 5th week of premature labor, & if one more women tells me "this is nothing, stop being a wimp, just wait for the real ones then you can say you are in pain" SHUT THE &#*$*U)(#$* up! You go thru 4-6 contractions a hour for 5 weeks and then call me a whimp, k thanks. :)

OK, I'm done now! I feel much better! :) I will update on my appt next week as soon as possible!

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Pre-Mature Labor.

My contractions have not stopped. I have been prescribed breathane to diminish my contractions, although he did say I could still have them but they would less rhythmic. Which is the category I fall into. It also makes me feel like POO. To fill you in on last week, Sunday I thought my water broke so I went to L&D where they told me it didn't. I was a emotional wreck I didn't understand how I could have gotten that wrong. I had a appt the next morning at 9  where I told the Dr I was confused and I was still leaking whatever it was that had happened then. So he decided to do the same test since "there has been something werid about those sticks lately". Where the test indicated I was leaking amionic fluid, and she was measuring small. He took me into the US room and fastly looked & said it looked like i was low, but wanted a bio-physical ultrasound done by a tech. Then he checked my cervix where we learned my cervix is very short & very soft. He could feel  her head thru the thin layer!!! He classified me as now offically in "pre-mature labor". I JUST got the results back about my bio-physical, and my fluid is low, but not alarming. And no long measuring small, her head was just so low I was measuring small when he did it on my tummy. He gives me about 2 weeks til I go into active labor :/ she weight 3 lbs 2oz. which scares me because at my hospital any baby under 5 automatically goes into the NICU. Which is what we want to avoid. I am torn between the amount of fear and joy that I am going to meet her all at once. With the recent events all in the past week, we got our maternity pictures done before it was to late & had my babyshower (pictures to come) But here are some of my maternity pictures by the lovely Jess at J3Designz ENJOY! & continue to keep me & kennedy in your prayers & thoughts.

This is my one of my favs!

MY FAV!

I was so exited when I saw this one, it is lyrics to my favortie song "capri" by colbie caillat

xoxo, Tara

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labor

For the past 23 hrs I have been have 5-6 contractions a hour! Which according to my dr over 5 is labor, maybe not full blown but is. I go in first thing in the morning to check my cervix, if my water doesn't break by then he said! I'm so physically drained. As much as I want her in as long as possible I don't no how much I can take of all these contractions. They may start me on breathane (sp?) Tomorrow morning to stop the contractions depending on how things are going! Will update as soon as I can! In the meantime, prayers for jus a bit of comfort would be well appreciated!

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entering FREAK OUT MODE.

Tuesday I lost my mucus plug, not even 3 mins later i was having contractions about 10 mins apart. Dr my dr still did not want to see me because people can lose their plug and go into labor several weeks later & I had a apt Thursday. Yesterday only a few contractions I thought they had subsided. Today I went into for my apt. he wanted to check to see if i was dilated just to make sure I wasn't going into anything pre-maturely. And he gets quite and explains he cant even feel my cervix because the babies head is down so far. He explains to me, that i will be given a steriod shot to help mature her lungs and another tomorrow to help boost it. & calmly says I would give your water about 1-2 weeks before it breaks. And if it doesnt we will do a ultrasound to see how she is (he doesnt think she is growing properly) and if she isnt we will do a c-section because she will be better outside my tummy.

He says the steriods should mess up my contraction but doesnt want to anything dramstic because he knew she was going to come early and we should let nature do its "thing". His calmness makes me want to kick him in the head. So we wait. 

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contractions :/

Well, my weekend was full of contractions & a few this week so far! Very scary. Since they are not close enough together my dr wants to see my next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Which honestly freaks me out! He said he doesn't want to mess around "down there" and stir up the membranes that will make me go into labor? But if I get more, more close together go straight to Labor & delivery! Im not ready for her to come yet :S im so scared of her being in the NICU it is all i dream/nightmare about. Last night it seemed so real I woke up & my first thought was to hurry & get dressed to go to the hospital! I have only had 2 today, which put me at ease.

On a less frantic note, we moved up my baby shower date because of all this & dr has "money" on her coming early. So we spent a day registering while i was having contraction, it was actually kinda funny. Brandon litterly scanned everything that said dad & daddy on it, it was adorable. I will leave you wish this weeks bump picture!

xoxo, Tara

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Update & a little venting.

How Far Along: 26-28 weeks. I think im going to stick with less of them all. They i dont get as anxious. I just wish they would give me one day & stick with it!

How Big is The Baby:  as big as a eggplant! :)

Total Weight Gain: I am just going to leave this out until I actually gain something. 

Maternity Clothes:  Still just my short; i want to get some shirts tho. My shirts are getting to short.

Sleep:  sleep?? ! I get up every few hours with her punching or kicking or something. Dr said she is actually already creating a sleeping schedule right now, so Im getting my practice. Luckily, Ive never been on to need sleep or like it really. So you can find me moping the kitchen floor at 4 in the morning until she goes to sleep and stopps kicking haha

Gender: GIRLL! :)

Movement: All the time! You can see it on the outside now, so creepy but so cool!

Food Cravings: nothing really.

What I Miss: nothing right now, my back has been so much better. So, I really just miss the more frequent dr visits! :(

What I'm looking forward to: hearing her heartbeat again, after our last scare I just crave it. & a girl I know not very close with just friendly acquaintance, she just had her baby at 36 weeks and he was still born. She had not felt him in 24 hrs (like i had) and there was a knot in the cord, and had to go thru labor and everything. I just can not imagine getting that far and that happening. I almost want to get a doppler because of it

Milestones:  She responds the the flashlight on my tummy now :)

Is it selfish that I want to be bigger? No one can tell I am pregnant. & it makes me so depressed. I know I should just be happy I am pregnant and gotten this far. I just wish I could show it off ya know? With the types of shirts I wear you can not tell what so ever I am pregnant, If i am at home wearing a tighter shirt for cleaning you can, but looks like a beer belly. Is it sad I find myself pushing out my stomach and leaning backward in public just to show a little? Brandon laughs at me and assures me that I will "pop" soon. And I hate the people that say you are so lucky I hated having a belly or once you get it you will hate it. NO NO NO, I want it all. BLAHH.

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back in action.

Well our internet is up and working again..crossed fingers that it will stay that way! So I will be able to keep everyone updates more! So where to start!

How Far Along: Last appt they said 27 weeks which was last thursday. They keep jumping on me and its driving me insane!

How Big is The Baby: She is 14in and is supposed to be around 2 lbs but she def isn't :(

Total Weight Gain: WELL here is me being angry. As you read my last update, this has been a struggle. I thought for sure I had gained a good 7-10 lbs for Thursday and Dr would be so thrilled. Well I get there...nothing. Im back to my orginal weight pre-baby. I lost about 10 lbs when I was in the hospital for so long and so sick, I gained that back. But havent gained a ounce since. So Dr said I HAVE to gain 5 lbs before my next visit or we will have to figure something out. I dont know what that would be, beings I eat so much. Does anyone know what he would do medically to help me gain weight?

Maternity Clothes: Still just my shorts. I need to get some maternity yoga pants for fall and maybe some jeans if I grow out of my pre-baby jeans with a be-band. 

Gender: GIRL :)

Movement: I am HAPPY HAPPY to report she is back to her normal kickin self :) its so werid not only feeling her move, but seeing it. Kinda creepy, so so amazing! I always say to Brandon "thats our baby! we made this" it puts us both in awe all the time. Her movement& Brandons face/smile dissolves all of our heartache.

Food Cravings: Well last Friday, I HAD to have Fazzolis. Like I HAD to have it so we made the 20 min drive to the city south of us so I could have some breadsticks :)...it was worth it! 

What I Miss: My hips not hurting and back. (not complaining) just saying :)

What I'm looking forward to: getting the rest of her room put together :)

Milestones: If I go into pre-term labor (which heaven forbid I dont but I know she will come at the end of October, I just know.) she is past 24 weeks; and will have a struggle but better chance of making it.






So, did you catch on that I said "the rest of her room"??? :))) YES, we started it. Just paint but still. I CAN NOT BELIEVE we are to this point. I don't know how many time we said while painting, we are painting OUR daughters room. It is so surreal. Ready to seeee???? :)

TADA!!! I did not want ANY pink. So, I went with purple. Although the lighter purple def looks pink but oh well. I love it. It crazy to dream of a nursery for so long, and then to do it in real life! Also, sorry for the poor quality, cellphone. The crib was a gift from our awesome neighbors. They were soooo excited to get it to us. Its not the one i want...at all. But I don't know how not to use it. It really is a perfectly nice new crib. But, I dont know. Brandon says its free, we will keep it and it is new. So we will see. We put it up for my niece while she stayed with us for a week and she seemed to like it. What would you guys do?




Ok, ladies that our about as far along or same as me; how does something not weighting much KILL my back. Litterly, I am in tears some time with back and hip pain! It amazes me. Thankfully my husband is THEEE back massager. And has plently massages to give :) And I am SOO ready for fall to be here! Im over the heat and would love just a little breeze! I swear in the AC!


Here are some recent buys I got Kennedy that I HAD to share 

I went to hobby lobby where they had the supplies to make these! I just got the two for now. But will get a thousands more! I love that you can inter-change the flowers. But I need to get more of the headbands, I have lots more but no pictures.

and tell me this isnt the cutest ever??

Baby Bump pictures:

and is it wrong that i want to be bigger?? I look so small compared to other people. And if i hear one day you will wake up and you will just "pop" or it will happen then you will hate it. NO! I want it now, and I wont hate it. I don't even look pregnant, just beer-guttin it :(

Ok, I know this post was a little all over the place but, next time I wont have to catch up a buncha weeks all in one post. I shall bum-bard you with my over-posting all over again :)

xoxo,

Tara

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belly laughs.

So I feel like I have been on baby book overflow. But for those of you expecting; this is a MUST read. Just like the title, you will get your "belly laughs".  I LOVED it, not to mention read it in 45 mins! I didn't think I was a Jenny McCarthy fan, but the way she tells how pregnancy is. And her stories, I know if your pregnant you will relate to one of the hilariously embarrassing stories and laugh your butt off. :)

xoxo, Tara

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ive been a bad blogger.

Well as to my last post, ITS A GIRL!! Her name is Kennedy Leigh! :) I'll will try to catch you guys up as much as I can! Our internet has not been working so that's why I haven't been updating. Today, we had quite a scare. This has been the third day I have not felt any movement (this is alarming being this lil girl kicks and punches the crap out of me constantly) and a preeclampsia  scare. I have cramps and contractions type things in my cervix with alot of back pain m and she had a low heart rate.Everything ended up being ok,  I need to de-stress and I have infection fighting cells on my cervix? I was pretty out of it and do not remember the logistics of medical terms, I just know everything is OK!

Next line of buisness; i will put up two bump pictures that I haven't uploaded yet so here we go :

17 weeks:

21 weeks, down in key west, fl :)

& 23 weekish. they are still bumping around on my due date! UGH!

and a survey:
How Far Along: 22-24 weeks
How Big is The Baby: 11 inchs long!! and just over a pound!

Total Weight Gain: 3 lbs. my dr is furious. but im eating us out of house and home, so I dont understand, and dont know what to do about it. 

Maternity Clothes: Just a pair of shorts. I fit into my pant with the hairband trick & maybe a be-band. and all my shirts still fit, just real snug in the boob area haha

Sleep: She wakes me up 543 on the dot every morning, but I generally sleep thru the night. I do have to have a pillow between my legs tho.

Gender: BABY GIRL! :)))

Movement:  Well not the last few days. but other than that allll the time! i love when she moves her hand & you can see her do it on the outside. Brandon face makes it so much better, he lights up with so much love.

Food Cravings: none except for, last week i made brandon go get me deans chip dip and ruffles at 2 in the morning..whoops :)

What I Miss: her kicking at the moment :(

What I'm looking forward to: watching her grow, and my belly :)

Milestones: that we found out the gender :)


I will try to update as much as I can I promise! 


xoxo, Tara

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ITS A...

GIRL!!!!!



Will post more later when not on blackberry!!! :))

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