my own stregnth. 
yesterday I got my second quants done.Then, late last night I started bleeding. I called the doctor, & he told me he was sorry but I was miscarring. I cried, & cried. I was done. I was never doing to get pregnant agian I could not bare the pain. I finally fell asleep from exhaustion emotionally & then this afternoon, my cell phone rang, it was the hosptial I thought what now? It was my Dr, my number sky rocketed, & my bleeding was just from over doing it (helllooo bed rest) & they he said it to me "I am so happy to finally tell you, you are pregnant! lets take this one to term" I couldn't belive it after all that pain the night before, today I can say I AM PREGANT! Although, I'm not very confident in saying it!

My second ultra sound is this Thursday (have I mentioned that I love this new Dr, does free ultrasounds??).
& I wanted to thank all of you for being there for me even if it was send "baby dust" or such encouraging words, all of your crossed fingers are worked!!

I wanted to share with you one of my favortie songs, I listened to it agian today & it had a whole new meaning here are the lyrics:

Lost touch with my soul
I had no where to turn
I had no where to go
Lost sight of my dream,
Thought it would be the end of me
I thought I’d never make it through
I had no hope to hold on to,
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

Found hope in my heart,
I found the light to life
My way out of the dark
Found all that I need
Here inside of me
I thought I’d never find my way
I thought I’d never lift that weight
I thought I would break

There were so many times I
Wondered how I’d get through the night I
Thought took all I could take
Its by Whitney Houston. Hopefully you enjoy the song to. 
Everyone had a wonderful Easter!!
Hoppy Easter! (haha get it?)